Last year, I had made up my mind and set my heart on moving out to California for school, for a fresh start and a new beginning. I sat down and went through all the possible reasons why I should totally go out there and how this would be the best decision of my life. I started to save money and also started to make plans to go out there and live. I even found a couple of schools I was interested in and gathered all the information went to my mother and told her my plan and how this will be beneficial to me. Since then I’ve had to put my plans on hold because life got in the way and I had to think about other people rather than just myself. I basically had to put my family first and everything else in order for us to be able to brace the sudden change that was happening fast. I wouldn’t necessarily say I gave up on my dream of moving to California, I just had to put my dream on hold because my family needed me more than ever. I am someone who believes everything happens in our lives for a reason. Sometimes circumstances hinder our plans forcing us to put our dreams/plans on hold. I really can’t be mad or sad at this point right now because I know I am still young and have my entire life ahead of me. I just sometimes wish that certain things would have turned out differently so I could have been going back to school next Fall/Spring but instead I will have to work so my family and I can live comfortably until better days come. I am strong in my faith and I do believe that one day I will be able to return to school but for now I am officially a working woman. My advice to anyone going through this even though you might have to put somethings on hold, find a way to make it happen. Find a way in the future to pursue the things in life you would love to the most or find a way to make it happen with that person who you love. Never give up, make it happen. Even if it’s not today or tomorrow, every step you take towards your future should be a step closer towards you dream.
Some cool blogs to check out! ♥
- Dreams (expressionwithoutboundries.wordpress.com)